Symposium on NDE or near death experiences 04/11/19

Good morning to each of you, and thank you very much for joining us in this discussion and revealing the journey into human consciousness. and now I will share with you my experience in ECM.

Throughout the years of my life I have met a wide variety of people who, through discussion, explained their understanding and beliefs in the experiences that some have at the time of death. However, it is not limited by death to have these experiences, I have read accounts, many of which had happened when the person was feeling well and was not clinically close to death.

This was the kind of NDE that I encountered the day after I got home from work. I was a machinist at the time, cutting cast iron flywheels for Allis Chalmers Tractors, in a factory in Harvey, Illinois. With a little imagination, you can imagine that I was covered in black powder from the top of my head to my boots. It was in this factory that I found the chemical that I used for five years on a daily basis and which is now killing me as we speak. However, that is another story, but its tendrils reach the experience that I am about to tell you now.

Exhausted and dirty, my daily habit was to take a bath as soon as I walked in the door to get rid of this horrible dust. (I didn’t have a shower, so a bathroom was the only thing I had at my disposal to clean myself)

I felt good that day, happy even, I was on my knees in the tub about to submerge my head under the crystal clear water when my eye caught something suspended in the water. It was microscopic and my eyes followed it as it moved slowly through the drifting water.

(I’m going to start the next section by explaining that this shapeless blob, smiled or used the word face, and other earthly terms, yet it had none of these, it was just a shapeless and changing black spot, or a mass of consciousness that I knew. be me. There are simply no words that can explain those characteristics other than using terrestrial terms) While looking at this microscopic object, I suddenly began to separate my consciousness from my body, time does not exist in this experience, so again, there is a lot to explain using terms that are not applicable here. I was a black stain or a mass of seeing, feeling, moving, consciousness that was now looking at my body still on all fours in the bathtub looking towards the water.

As suddenly as I detached myself from my body and was looking at him, I began to soar at a very high speed up through many layers of clouds and I could feel a big smile on my face. It was pure joy, but of what? Who knew what would come next, surely not me. These cloud layers flashed across my vision and made a sound, a hiss as I passed each one. He was flying high on a mission to who knows where, he was about to find out just a second later.

As I flew up, I could see that I was approaching a black dome and began to fear. (bumping into him, as I recall) As soon as I had this fear, I found myself “standing” in the back of a huge library. Millions of books were visible to me, ancient books of knowledge, at least that’s what I felt. Surely I don’t remember any limits to the ends of these book shelves, but I remember thinking, “Do I have to read all of these?” There was this very soft golden light emanating from these golden lanterns on the walls, dozens of all of them emitting this soft light, very pleasant, again I was filled with great happiness and joy. Then I realized that there was no oxygen or life there in that library, these were revealed to me as Real Truths.

As human beings, I don’t think we will ever discover Real Truths here on Earth. Defining these Real Truths is impossible with the existing verbiage. At least I can’t put together the words that remotely describe what a Real Truth is, but I can still feel it deep within me. I know what a Real Truth is now and it is amazing. It cannot be judged, argued, changed, inclined, moved, renewed, it is Truth without any doubt. That’s the best I can do for you, no matter how pitiful the explanation is, that’s all I can think of.

I scanned the room trying to assimilate everything I saw, it was huge. Old but new to me, and there was an oddity at the front of the room, considering it was in the dark at the back of the room. It was a projection screen, the kind that you used to pull down like a curtain and showed 8mm movies a long time ago. A large hole had been “drilled” through the back of this screen. A globe, white with small black divisions, covered this globe as it slowly rotated showing the part that protruded through the hole. I wanted to take a closer look at him. and just as suddenly my vision was inches from her while most of me was still in the back of the room.

I started to focus on these divisions, each with a single word, I say a word because I have no other explanation for what I saw, but each word was in a language that I had never seen before. I felt the desire to bring a word with me, for some reason I had no idea, but that was my wish. I repeated it over and over again so as not to forget it.

Then the fear resurfaced, I feared that it would never return to my body and as fast as I had this fear, my black form was lying on my body, feet first and working towards the head. As each part came together, it came back alive. A very strange experience in itself.

At this juncture, when I was fully reunited, I uttered this word over and over and over again as if I couldn’t help but say it, “wow, wow, wow” etc. and an overwhelming and joyful experience that to this day I can fully remember every detail and especially the happiness and joy that I felt while in this library. He had always felt since that day that this would be the place he would go when he died. So I deduced from that moment, more than 40 years ago, that death was not something terrifying but something of joy and happiness without measure. Is it true that it is my eternal resting place, will I soon know? Thank you all for listening to this experience of mine and I hope that in some way it helps you find the peace that you are looking for instead of the fear that you feel now.